Seen for the very first time...

Just thought that i would share an experience that happened to me recently.

i have just returned back to the UK from a holiday in Montreal (nice and cold and the hockey was very good!). Anyway, i took a supply of satin clothing, a little satin maids outfit and a few silk scarves (i like self bondage but could not take chains and padlocks without raising eyebrows at customs!). i also took a couple of stories that i had printed out, one about a man that gets caught in self bondage and teased, and one where a man gets teased into wearing lingerie. i am not a man that wants to "force" someone into playing into my little fantasies (although harmless, not everyone shares them), but love the idea of being caught either in satin womenswear or bound - or both!

Anyway, long story short - on a few days i left out the stories to see if the maids would leave any comments, but none did, and even left the scarves in a pile by the side of the bed one day, but returned to the room to find that they had been picked up and put on the side table. One day i even left a pile of clothig (pencil skirt, satin blouse, and a satin slip) on the side table in full view, and got nothing back from anyone. On my last full day in the city i got back in the mid-late afternoon (the room looked like it had been finished and so i knew that i would not be disturbed), had a shower and then slipped into the full length red satin robe that i had also taken with me. i was sat at the table reading the paper when there was a knock on the door and a word that i had often dreamed of hearing ... "housekeeping"! I looked over toward the door to find the female housekeeper standing there looking round the door at me and saying that she was just checking that the room was OK, to which i replied that it was fine, and she then left!

i almost immediately realised that she had just become the first person to see me in satin womenswear, and even more so it was in person! Of course i also realised that i should have asked her if she wanted to come in and check the room (but as ever, hindsight is 20/20) and hoped that she would have got an even better view of me in my long satin robe!

Still maybe next time i go to Canada i will come back early to my room one day and be caught again? Perhaps i will even dress my self up first thing in the morning and then tie and blindfold myself on the bed and wait to be found!!

Shopping.....

i am a submissive crossdresser that loves to go shopping, getting to look at all the soft silks and satins, imagining the silk scarf tied tightly around my wrists (or somewhere else!), wondering what the sales clerks will say when i go and pay for this bra and knickers, or those stockings, or that skirt and satin blouse.

However there is one experience that i do keep dreaming (fantasing?) about, and that is being taken shopping by a Mistress. i imagine her leading me round the stores showing me what i will soon be wearing, holding this dress up against me to see what it will look like, getting the advise from the sales girls about which corset would pull my wasit in the best, about which suspenders would be long enough for my 36 inch legs. Also, while we shop she teases me into trying on some of the clothing and then gets other female customers to give us their opinion and to advise me on what else i should go and try on. All through this she keeps taking my picture for her to use later in order to keep me in line and under her control.

Yes, i love shopping and i have an active imagination to go with it. Now all i need to find is the right Mistress!!!

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My dream…

It has long been my dream to be caught while dressed (and – possibly - tied up) but have never been so fortunate to have it happen! i imagine that She would take my picture to prove what a submissive crossdressing sissy i am and would use this to keep me in line and to make sure that i submit to Her demands and tasks. With the threat of exposure i have no option but to comply to whatever She says…